Open Mind

view and handle things with open mind
but what is the definition and criteria of being open mind?

Recently I started to participate the activities held by Koinonia
Every time I told people this news
they will ask me "Are you turn to believe Jesus???!!!"
I will answer "Not yet, I just attned the activities."
Actually, there is no "turn to believe Jesus" at all
since I do not have any religion at all
I respect different religions, but I do not have one

My dad told me "well, it's okay with me if you want to believe Christianity"
My mom ask me with shock "you join the Koinonia, are you kidding me?!"
but the purpose of the whole conversation is that I want to tell them I attend their activities
just participate!!!!
I even did not say that I change my belief!!!!
but somehow they took it as granted
they thought people who participate in that kind of organization means they belive in God........


I have asked my self "do you want to believe in God?"
I have tried to believe
tried to agreed with what they told me
but I just can not totally 100% being conviced......
I do think their view of points are interesting and profound
I do want to befriend with them
but I still not sure whether I want to believe in God or not